The end for this blog~

I wont write this blog again~
coz is passed~ passed~
now i feel happy to be 2gether with kevin~
haha~ no WILL again~

a whol3 new year~ 2010~

2 days more....i wana intak3 ad..
haha...so faz..a new start 4 me...
luckily i had k3vin to giv3 me suppport~
I LOV3 YOU K3VIN~
my hopes for 2010 is can hav a sweeet sweet lov3 with my babe dear~
gud in my study~
tats all....juz wan a simple...warm n happy lif3..
Now i m having a wonderful lov3........i hope tat can be a long lasting lov3~
the most important is never giv3 up~

i promis3..~

I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold
I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall
I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right)
I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow
I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree )
I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day
I promise to love you without change
I promise to make you laugh
I promise to make you cry
I promise to give you strength when you are weak
I promise to love you forever
I promise to cherish you and your love
I promise to never take your love for granted
I promise to never lose faith in you
I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me
I promise to always trust you
I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts
I promise to always be proud of you
I promise to never let you feel alone in this world
I promise to find new ways everyday to keep the fires of passion burning

**k @ v**

swe3t heart~

a meaningful doggy........a warm jacket....a bar of swe3t chocolate....a wonderful memory....

thx a lot.......**k @ v**

friendly match with ISKL

lov3 in the heart..

well..we settle the prob ad...
becoz dun wan to **yi lai**...
yea..the ending is not too sad........coz we not lik other ppl
we still gt the feel...juz lik b4..
we choose tis ending....coz a prob...
oni u n me understand....
i am sad...and my tears droping..
u said pls remember tat we have ** wonderful process of love**
i m sure i WILL...
heart following ur heart...............
tis the promises..

**vivian @ will **

let us think bout it..?

feel still ther3 ..
love still ther3...
but relAtionship is blur...?
u think so..and i oso think tat way..
let us think bout it.....wat relationship we wan...
i wan the on3 juz lik3 b4.......
u can tell me anythg ...feeling....
wat relationship i wan...? couple...?
best friend..?
friend..? or juz kip it in our heart..?
do u noe smtime u din say out...i wont understand..
i am not a part of ur body..i duno wat u wan...
let us think bout it..?
i dun wan..!


**vivian**

the mom3nt of waiting~

now i am waiting..
waiting a call from you..
waiting a word from ur mouth..
waiting the moment to shar3 som3thing with you..
waiting the on3 tat hav3 the sam3 heart with m3.....
ar3 you missing me actualy..?
or m3 juz a person you ne3d wh3n you feel boring~
many question wan to ask..but i no3 tat i should not ask..~
coz the bad feeling will back again..
hurt me onc3 mor3 tim3...
my heart now juz lik3 the glass...easily to break.......
u should no3 tat i am waiting for you..coz now..
ther3 is no anoth3r person can replac3 you in my heart..
i am afraid~
scar3 the thing happens on m3 once again...~
i can say i am brav3....i oso can say i am a coward..
do you no3 i am always waiting for you..?
i am sur3 you noe it..baby~

sWe3t mom3nt..

juz now i talk with WILL on phon3..

very very very nic3 conversation ...

wh3n we are talking..the song was running..

wow...sweet moment..

2day he said he will sing a song 4 me...

when my exam finish..

he said i am **guai**...so sing song oso valuabl3..

although i duno whether he will sing 4 me or not..

but in my heart there's a feeling..

**warm**...further more..

he gave me his frienster's pasword..

n there ..he wrot3...**what happen...oso have same heart ..miss you**

erm......wat mean..mayb the meaning is in my heart..

tats enuf...

CAI HONG.........our love song....

nice..nice ...nice..

never forget the memory of us...

everything of **YOU**

**vivian @ WILL **

copy from WILL...

Now I understand what you try to say to me
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you tried to set them free
They would not listen
They did not know how
Perhaps they’ll listen now
Flaming flowers that brightly blaze
Swirling clouds in violet haze
Reflect in Vincent’s eyes of china blueColors changing hue
Morning fields of amber grain
Weathered faces lined in pain
Are soothed beneath the aritist’s loving hand
For they could not love you
But still your love was true
And when no hope was left inside on that
You took your life as lovers often do
But I could have told you
This world was never meant for one as beautiful as you
Portraits hung in empty halls
Frameless heats on nameless walls
With eyes that watch the world and can’t forget
Like the strangers that you ‘ve met
The ragged man in ragged clothes
A silver thorn in a bloody rose
Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow
Now I think I know what you try to say to me
That how you suffered for your sanity
And how you suffered for your sanity
And how you try to set them freeT
hey would not listen they’ve not listening still
Perhaps they never will★

exam juz lik hell..

wow..these few day de exam make me can breath..
i am so regret ..wat the hell i m doin on the chemistry paper..
arrrr...wan gambatte d...
i wont lose to stress...
kip goin..



**vivian **

magic..

i usually save ur pic as my screen saver..
juz now..
ur pic appear...then..
at the same time u on9..
so nice..the timing....
y will lik tis de?
magIc..?

sTiLL....

so long tim3 ad....
my h3art still.......missing you~
but it juz in the heart of my heart..
wh3n its raining....i will take out my phon3..
try to call yoU..
but i cant...i cant...i cant....
at last i juz put down my phon3...n listen to th3 recording...
i miss you...but i cant..
coz i no3...
i should not too ** yi lai ** as i did b4..
wh3n i read tis blog...i feel nic3..
her3 is our m3mory..
mayb 1 day i will forg3t..bt tis blog still her3..
represented our lov3...sadness n hapiness..
sHall i dO this....?
yeS...for sur3...~



**vivian @ will **

understanding LOv3..

lov3...
is fantastic....romantic....sad...
i noe the meaning of lov3...
from now....
let go~ is the best way....
at least i noe wat r u thinking....the words in ur heart...
it is enuf......n oso sweet....
bab3....LOYALTY....is very important...
we no3 tat.....we feel tat....n we accept tat....
2day i had learned smthg from you...
again~~


**vivian @ will **

the process of LOv3

th3 day u went away..
i cant even do anythg to make u stay b3side me...
u ask m3 do i lov3 you...
tats sure...**i love you**..
u say now u cant love m3..
the same probl3m again..
but its different feeling...not so strong compar3 with b4...
we nid some time to let us forget the passed...
chase the dr2am n the futur3...
you are not my futur3.....and me oso not ur futur3...
juz let it passed...mayb juz let it ov3r....
tats the nice ending....
lov3ly...our ending not so nic3..but
our story was wonderful...
we hapi ...we enjoy the process of LOV3...
tats enough...



**vivian @ will**

i wan to make my lif3 wonderful..

so faz..i wanna graduate soon..
but this is not the end of my lif3...
it is juz a starting...although now my life nt so wonderful..
coz i lost him...
but there still a hop3...for my future...
believe tat ther3 stil a person....friends n family..
willing to support m3..i tot i got my RITE person..
when he appear...
but i cant even guess the end will be so sad...
its ov3r...over...ov3r...
maybe i should feel lucky..i bcom more mature becoz of HIM
many ppl dun even hav the chance to try such an unforgettable **LOVE**...
i m LUCKY...
my dear friend...lisa n xinlu..
y u all wan to make thgs so complicated...?
juz relax n accept...the way u wan to go..? JUZ FOLLOW UR MIND..
learning to be more confident...trust ur friends...
dun even try to slow down anythg...bcoz time is not enough for wasting..
com3 on ..let us enjoy the wonderful tuesday tat coming soon..
thats the motive i suggest to celebrate it..


**vivian**

learning to b3 more matur3..

since tat day...
i becom3 more mature..
in mind thinking...
oh yes....cbeng is rit3....
i should say thank you to **HIM**
i learn to be strong from him....learn to smil3 without him..
i got a friend (jacky)....he situation almost same lik3 me...
but i feel tat i am more lucky...coz i had learned to smil3...
my friend tat i had noe for 5 years jor...
i dun hope u sad...i will pray 4 you ...
hope u hapi ...
yeah....i forget jor...still got smthg to tell my lovely friends...
my dear...so sorry.....maybe last time i make u all feel unhapi...coz my atitude
but now i hope u all learn to smil3...although there are many unhapi thgs..


**vivian @ friends**

my lov3ly voll3yball m3mb3rs

haha......see this....

there are my coach ..and juniors.....

so funny rit3....?

hey guys....

our coach bday is coming soon....

let us do somethg to giv3 him a **SUPRIS3**

ok?

**vivian @ volleyball**

mY skUl lif3..wiTh yOU all

my classmat3...

hahahahaha......

cut3 n funny rit3...........????

nice memori3s...

**vivian n my classmates**

lovely...

at last ....
i noe tat wat is important 4 m3......
for last tim3....
i think tat my lov3r will be everything in my heart.....
but now....he let me noe.....tat lov3 will not achieve easily...
exspecially true love.....
so....wat is the most valuable things in lif3?
not lov3...is...
friends and family.....
i am so lucky tat i hav3 a group of nice friends....
volleyball de...erm.....skul de.....
all of them very very nice.....
they give me a lot of support....when i am suffer becoz of **HIM**
they giv3 me care...let m3 feel warm ....
not body de warm....is inside heart de Warm.....
tat feeling is so nice....nic3 than the love ur lov3r give you....
please think....
if ur life without friends ..can u liv3...?
if ur life without lov3r....can u liv3.....? SURE i can live without lover
i can say tat **HIM** teach me many many thing...tat i never learn b4...
i wont feel regret tat i cant love him anymore...
coz human muz look forward...there will be a better person waiting 4 me...
is it you...?
yeah ....i still remember wat andy say....
he say if u reali love sumone u muz love him/her 4ever...
not play play .....yeah ..tats rit3....
no more flower heart3d anymore....
haha....hapi to hear tat from m3..?
i would lik3 to thanks XINLU..CBENG...QWEI..FC....and many....
YOU ALL WILL BE IN MY HEART FROM NOW TILL THE END....



**vivian**